Festival of Difficulty

There is nothing worse than working your ass off to design products, market them, show them to buyers, write orders for them, produce and ship them to the customer and then nothing.....the store either goes out of business or is just avoiding their collection calls. I know that this is an issue in all businesses no matter what the size, but I feel like if these stores knew that if they don't pay me, I don't have any money....they may feel a little bad? Maybe not. WTF! I did everything right, ran credit checks, etc. You just never know. If they would just answer their phone, I could find out if they have any intention of paying or trying to make a payment. I would take payments if they needed me to. Anything!

I talked to someone today that really struck a nerve with me. This person, whom I know through my fiancee is sooooo self consumed. She always goes on and on about how dramatically bad her life is, and how awful she has it. She NEVER asks how things are going, and instead just assumes that she has it so much worse than everyone else. I want to shake her and say...."Life is Hard, for EVERYONE! Welcome to the fucking festival of difficulty. Its not easy, it consistently gets harder, and there is no relief. But the second that you think your life is as bad as it can get, look around you. You don't really have it bad at all! You are blessed, and you take it for granted."

Heres the good. I really don't have may deadlines for tomorrow. The kids go to bed in 15 minutes and then its veg in front of my tivo for a couple hours. Hopefully tomorrow is a day of getting caught up on things. Can't wait. I really need to get my shit in order.

Ok, before I go to bed....what is the fascination with men and their penis's! Do you have to hold it all the time? As I write this I am surrounded by three guys....two little and one big. Two of them are holding their penis's, as if they are going to run away. What happens if you let go? Does the world stop spinning? I wonder if the universe requires that a couple million men at any given second have to hold their dicks or the world stops. Quick, grab your penis.....save the world.

On a bit of a soap box tonight....hehe